INSPIRATIONS

I will try to mesh my memories with my present realities.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

smile suffering face
















in an attempt to destroy me, someone destroyed their life. unaware of the power of karma, this person has tainted their without end. the creation of their demise, within a web of lies, is the core of her existence for the rest of her time in this planet. since the universe conspires to give me what i want, it plucked me away from this hell. by allowing me to scape, i was given a chance to evolve to my next level of existence. all i hope is that karma goes easy on this person... but that is only wishful thinking, since karma is neither 'good' nor 'bad'. it just is...

these words are the recalculation, the recollection and the re-affirmation of my thoughts, as i salute the divinity of what has happened in my life and i send it love. thus the picture above, which came about as a way to make a friend laugh, and it is the representation of as well as a tribute to this blessing in disguise. the idea of death as an act of rebirth... or the ending of something as the beginning of something else... or the laughter of sadness... that is where my life is going. a new beginning. i new way of life. a new consciousness. a re-formation of something old. an end as a means to a beginning. i welcome it with all my might. without fear. with hope. with the aspiration of something new. with inspiration and respect.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

don't touch me

looking at me as i look at you in the distance of your memories





undulating arch

Amidst abandoned thinking, i found a grain of lost thoughts that comprised a sentence of forward thinking
I bagged the distance between them and suspended our fate
Not to begin with a clean slate
but to alleviate and release the destruction in the echo of your emptying

In the middle of a single thought, the selfish caresses of your love mended my lost acquisitions
hurried along the distant lines of unsureness
inducing a surge of spurious propositions
culminating in an agonizing indecision

"We could have been so good together," precisely delaying the endless "never"
the lashing blows of time
the piercing glance of strangers
the unavoidable encounters with fate's danger
with clever thoughts, we could have been cutting the truth with sharp endeavors

it's easy

Friday, September 24, 2010

i am your option while you are my priority

"I don't want to see you go... i want somebody to love me" ---- "Somebody to love me" by Mark Ronson and Boy George

after a chance meeting, between moments and a glance
needing to see you live
indicating a causal annunciation of the desirable lance
that ideal knife that stabs our heart with
promised plight
your kisses announced destruction with might

we interpreted a luminous ideological connection
amidst tacit emotions of hopes and fears
between strangers in a suspected rumination
among the shards of hurt tears
earning a first place within the cliches of disillusion

i stopped time to give you a place in my universe
to build you an effigy of artistic possibilities
unleashed in a castle of verses
where dualities enrich promises of tomorrow's memories

i don't want to wonder how fate treats those who reject love
insulating thoughts with options
and predicting decisions with causal bluff
which do not define their intentions

the precedence of my affection for you
dichotommized the absolute protection of your emotions
between what is neither malice nor possession
but rather pure love and goodness, emanating from the realm of the true,
the place i was creating for me and you

in you i thought i had found a different kind of originality
a curious adoration of comfortability
unparalleled to past lessons in life
rife with disappointments and inequality
but rather i found typical insecurity
and the duality of the unsure eyes









artist's lesson


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this image is mine. i captured it and i own it. if this image is taken from this post, i will sue you...lol... nah, seriously, please do NOT steal this image. and if you do, leave a comment telling me that you are going to use it, with contact information. i am the author of this thought
alexeis reyes

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